Illusions and accidents mire our life

Most humans spend their lifetime in darkness, as victim of thoughts created by  brain.

1. Karma principle.

2. Need for Revenge, and justice: It brings more injustice ultimately. More victims seeks for it more he suffers. He becomes impotent his success is completely stifled. Gaza muslims will never be happy, on contrary Jews are happy even after suffering Holocaust. Half population died. Many good individuals died.

3. Jealousy: There cant be greater enemy. One is happy very very happy like Chhunu was much happier than me. But when he knew that I am studying till 2 am daily, his happiness was ruined. Now he must be depressed and even more lagging than me. Just one superstition ruining his happiness. 

Bhoku can be very happy person but he will never be happy if his friend Choku become rich, what is relation between two lives? Only superstition of bhoku. May be Choku has more problem and is less happier even after being rich and Bhoku would be very very happy if Choku was not in his life. But just Chokus success is ruining his happiness. Just think about most rich people in past, Empires and aristocrates survived on blood, injustice, hardwork of many. What would happen to coomoner who works very hard and is more deserving than who robbed them? He has to accept and be happy. There is no connection except accident theory. In my view atleast he is born human. One can never be the strongest, and richest, there will always be probability of falling into wrong circumstances. By staying and indulging in psycho problems, u exacerbate the circumstances and problem inflicts more on u. 

Wrong priorities: Priority is not being happy here itself but being dominant. It was developed as response to jungle days where a strong guy can steal ur girl or prey, or meat. 

4. Wrong perception: Things like Playing with your own dog, guys girls cry for their Dog if Dog is sick, but Dog itself would be much more happy if he was left free. To make themselves happy by making Dog more happier in their opinion they ruin his happiness. and happiness of many birds, chikens whom the feed to Dog everyday. After Dog is sick they even pray to God for his well being. What God should do? let him die. so that His soul is free. and Others chikens can live peacefully.

5. Need for others applause, justifying yourself to others: There is no connection, Unless it makes other happy there is no need also.

6. Someone is very happy. He becomes sad after falling in love with a very attractive girl, and looses his happiness. But he has not seen the world and has not seen that there are millions other girls who are much more attractive. May be the girl was not so good only because he could not get he feels so. A typical Indian problem. May be even he would have got that girl he would be less happy than he was. If girl is like Alka lamba, priyanka gandhi, teesta sitalwad or Sagarika ghose. There is no connection between two lives, between happiness and one girl. there are millions.

7. Theory of numbers is flawed: If Muslim kill 10 jews, jew kill 100 muslim and so on both are happy every time and now justfication is done. Is it? Every time one dies it is injustice. So how can there be justice if there is one injustice. How does it matter to me if I am grilled for 1000 others to feel justified?

8. Theory of punishment is flawed: What do i know what i did in previous life, how I would feel if It comes to me that I raped a girl in last life and I must be castrated now physically without anesthetic? Is not every moment in life a rebirth? Dont we change completely in life? Completely towards people? Are not most incidents in life co-incidence or accident? So one being guilty is just a bad luck. Sinner is God as he gave such a brain and created such situations.

9. Accidents: My friends father died in accident. A girl lost her Guy in accident. Is there justice? What was ones guilt ? If there is a law and relevance in justice- injustice, how come this happen? Can a accident be ever justified? If one accident is enough to prove flawed laws and perception, how do we hold it after millions of flaws? Another reason need during evolution.

10. Social accidents: How many species more sensitive and vegetarians went extinct. But we mourn for our people. Atleast human species is intact. As long it is it will again create the world of art.

11. All bad things which happen are accidents, like falling with wrong boss, wrong girl, if we look deep, it is just manifestation of one of probabilities. So If u are trevelling and u goared by a Bull(bad event due to external or internal also) will u seek justice and revenge or run away considering accident and bad luck? Run Away. Here comes next point.

12. Ego and Revenge are biggest illusions. Trying to prove yourself to someone whom u met by accident. Worst has not happened with u. There were always worst possibilities, say billion possibilities, like falling trap to terrorist, politician, drug mafia etc. When that happens u will just run away, so why do we seek to justify in day to day life? Instead of running away? In my opinion only people who should matter are those whom we owe, Parents, nation, good friends.

Is it not that feeling of ego is just a disease? When I think of people who dont have that problem, they are happiest people. What will happen if we act otherwise, no ego, no revenge? Only ur foul disease will fight for its existence.

Decisions, our nature which seems so natural is not natural always, mostly it is influenced by surroundings. See 1.6 bn devout muslims. Story of Nirmal Baba and Asaram etc. Reminds me of Modi's story that every month a letter was sent from districts that No baloon has been dropped and no letter has fallen. It was started in ww2, To inform that no bomb was dropped today no bullets fired. In the name of God we make sacrifice of animals. For a Brahmin vegetarian It would be very sinful to eat a small bite of meat. But at the same time for a Butcher in Europe its very natural.

Our feelings are not absolute, they depend on our judgement. Suppose I go out and I see dark cat crossing my way and eh, I am doomed today. But If we judge it correctly, it is just another animal passing. Mean our judgement was wrong which gave those feelings, not luck itself.

See all illusions, u will radiate positive energy.
https://soundcloud.com/radhanath-swami/propaganda-influences-our-perceptions

Satyamev Jayate: Right meaning

Water wont flow upside.
Curiosity and evolution cant be taken back.
Human brain will evolve
Brain will become more and more curious and will find the truth of all arguments, ideas.
Brahmand will evolve and persist
Trying to think regressive will never help.
Illusion will die one day. 

Idea of justice and Karma: Illusion needs rectification.

We think we can control we should be able to control but truth is that nobody can control.
We humans are surviving because we were fit, more stronger not because we were just. Our ancestors and we today kill millions of animals.
Only fate of weak and harmless creatures is death, if not at our hands then at natures hand. Death is death.
Still we chant Satyameva Jayte: Righteous will be victorious.
So Mahmud, Babar, Akbar were just and all sisters of Rajput were unjust?  What is fault of a soul to have landed up in Babars body in Ferghana? 

Brain Techniques

I suffered from OCD. I have tried many ideas, and have got control over it by trying my logic much better, more and more.

I have written it casually, so english wont be fine.

One of the very successful ways is to separation oneself from body, brain and action reaction of body brain. Once logic is understood it is very powerful for OCD and other problems.

OCD Brain is just like sensitive steering gear, which hunts a lot doesn't rest to course. Just like some people have strong hand some weak, some people are white some black, some have grey and some have blonde some have got high gear bike some small gear. 

Does anyone cursed his bike? no, we adjust our paddling, power etc, and make best of our bike, what will happen if we stop and curse our bikes? We will not reach our destination for which we have limited time, 80 years. 

Body and hormones are also a Kind of Bike we have received from parents/God/Fate whatever. Every soul is on his own journey, we are not competitors, we are co- travelers. But we curse our fate for output of brain chems, we blame our girlfriends, boyfriends, family, boss.

Simply letting the body suffer from hypersensitive brain reactions to words, visuals, and thoughts which are produced as chemicals/ hormones in brains. By not associating oneself with these things is just like feeling the pain of cut.

What does change when we study in library or home? Only visuals, at home I think lot of things, create lot of realities. At library I just study nothing comes in mind. So what is truth? Truth is that it is all illusion. Everything exists in brain as chemicals in reaction to input given by senses while experiencing different atmospheres. So who am I the library man or mental diseased moron at home? I am what I consider myself to be.

I had different reactions to same people or things at different stages of life and I always felt right, just. So what is right and just? as we think it creates reality of right and wrong inside our brain algorithm, something which created unpleasant feeling is stored in brain in box of wrong stuff, which created good feeling is placed in good box, except that there is no reality. Reality is chems stored in brain.

Logic of pigeon/Evolution: Pigeons are most intelligent birds. But they get trapped by associating themselves with their brain, they have no notion of separation of brain and themselves. They rely on notion of hunger based on senses. But evolution has not equipped them with extra wisdom. Our great sons after one million years will laugh on us. What is glory in retarding our-self?

Pigeons to suffer from OCD sometimes, pluck all their feathers. Similar story is bee trap and dragonfly egging on windshield taking it as water.

Chariot: I am rider, senses are my horses, brain is my charioteer and body is my cart and road which I get in way of destination is my fate. If I consider myself to be one with brain, a hypersensitive brain or other brain like dumb will take me where it feels relying on senses and easy path. But not the right path. I have to tell it right path. It may react Oh no no master, its very troubling for you, u cant. I must say hey I am willing to let my chariot get little damaged, but I wish to go on right destination, not that easy destination which takes chariot to precipice. I am willing to let the chariot suffer (Body). A ignorant person will say, oh its rough!! So how do I go? Oh that way ok. He identifies himself with pain of Charioteer. He has no notion of separate existence from charioteer.

Effect of drugs: If drug prozac can change us, make us happy, then why sadness and OCD is my identity? why that is me and not my body?

I can be very intelligent and genius if some drug can increase my serotonin without feeling me drowsy, I can be very smart if some drug can change my hormones which process information inside brain. So who am I ?

I can be very genius if I were raised in a particular atmosphere so why I think of myself as dumb, who am I?

Friends Enemies : Same people are friends and same turn to be enemies, again they turn friends. What is truth?

Someday one needs to say No. I suffered from cleanliness OCD, one day I had to say no. I stopped obeying my brain. There is no glory in suffering longer before coming to wise decision.

Has obeying Charioteer ever led me to destination? No because it is not trained for that, it is just trained for reacting to road and horses (fate and senses). Duty of guiding is mine, by obeying brain I am undermining my government my authority and it will take a while to become confident and defeat arguments of my charioteer, Horses and stop blaming the road.

All those whom we make friends or enemies are with us by fate, they will pass. Such a small time cant justify just or unjust. I was very depressed by my mates many times, during bachelors, masters. But I forgot them. I feel how silly, I was thinking my whole existence was at stake, when I was about to commit suicide when I allowed a guy to disturbed me before exam during second year. Every-time my brain said this is last and right solution, was it? A driver who doesn't know the unknown road of life which nobody knows, nobody has traveled, will always say something, always find some way, wrong way.

Who are my enemies? are not they also riders who have no control of driver? Will they matter after time? No. We react, they react and they use even more brute, cycle of blame continues.

All human relations and more so in case of OCD people have stages, Arguments, friendship, and next realization would be everything except which produce positive publishable applicable results are foolish waste of time. To some this realization occurs in life time, but to most 99% people it doesn't occur. Selfishness is human nature so is love, nobody is selfless or selfish 100%, relations are made to gain or get something, it takes test and time to realize, arguments are based on foolish egos, it takes time to realize.

One wish to change others, but why? where is connection? except for reaction of driver who feels all other drivers are there to share his rent and get him less rent. What business is that mine?

It is better to change than living whole life like fools, we have most of life ahead, If we can give just 5 years properly, life will be different surprising. We got 80 years, wisdom must down before we loose more of chunk. There is no truth in any of negative feelings. Let it bleed your body and pain ur brain. U enjoy ride to destination before it gets dark.

From Mahabharat
Q. What is the greatest wonder?
A.Day after day countless people die. Yet the living wish to live forever. O Lord, what can be a greater wonder?

Plasticity of brain has already proved that everyone can change his brain, brain works on algorithm and iterations, each next step is decided by previous data stored. 

So if someone did not get stimulus or is not lucky enough like my aunt who suffered from OCD till now, are they wrong and bad people? No. So If someone gets changed by some help, advice, so who is he? Previous self loathing person or new energetic person with lots of self respect? He is both. 

As swami Vivekananda said 
Can we ever commit any sin? Impossible!'—such a faith is needed. Such a faith makes men of us, makes gods of us.

Someone may lag by years someone don't have opportunity to change himself, was not exposed to stimulus. If Hindu ideology is to be believed someone may lag few births. So? Are not we all just dice in board of Creator real or imaginary?  So many species have passed, million of years, dumb brute animals we were. So why we are ashamed today.  

What are pride and guilt, except brains reaction to certain data stored and algorithm which brain use to analyze data, the algorithm we create by our experience like computer program using iterative Numerical methods to solve linear algebra equations. 

If under pressure, take three deep breathes and tell your driver: Hey wait, it is going to be easy, keep going as I say. 

Separate subjects of Body brain from own subjects as much possible. 10% of actions are responsible for 90% of results, so better to follow those 10%. 


Look at great people, they all had same ordinary body with many flaws, and they made use of it. I see PM Modi of India who did not replace corrupt bureaucrats, but is making them work honestly, same with his fellow ministers.

We think worst things have already happened and best things have already passed, this is another illusion, If we just keep us open we will everyday encounter even greater surprises. Just think about all the people who had worse fate but they excelled despite of that, and did better than normal people. Normal people have another disability, that they don't have fire within, they never feel impetus to do extraordinary and loose their comfort.

Before every decision, we should only think what does it hold for future, however torturous the process may be, if it brings strength, well-being then Ok, bitter pills pass like nothing.

Just make a vow to not to blame situations, people ever, life holds many surprises, else one can never ever make progress. Situations never end, they are our part instead we see them in outside. Same with people, one person is replaced by another or same person can be if we continue blaming others, moment we stop blaming, it is over. We move ahead. If we don't we keep blaming and getting reprisals and we are stuck forever.

Greatest goal in life can’t be job, money, girl etc., it is how good one can control his brain instead of being controlled by it, mental and physical health.

Fear of doing good also kills creativity, we feel guilty that by doing well we are doing something wrong, so every time we try to be happy some monster stares and says no, and he succeeds. We enjoy victim-hood, watch sun once it is much better and u will never regret.

Keep yourself light, no need to carry burden of hormones whole life.

Let us go beyond self imposed limits, limits of brain and perception and time.  

Being beautiful and good in talk are most of time misleading

There is a bengali historian in CambridgeJoya Chatterjee,

she is worse than Sagarika Ghose she has written book Bengal Devided and she has gone at length to describe whole partition as result of hindu communalism in benga.

Sagarika Ghose, Burkha Dutt, Arundhati Roy all bengalis.

Two Dogs, what Karma they did?

My frend Chaoning was telling he ate dog meat many times in china. he was telling chinese keep dog female at home and take away 2 month old cubs after fattening them. for slaughter.
I was watching one girl playing with her dog as if he would be his bf at Schipol air port, dog seemed to be part of that girls family. so much love and then their is one dog who lands up here.

Such sensitive animal. Dogs, Rabit, Duck, Foie Gras, Cats. what not.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_qCbZVdUhY